Being unfaithful.

I was inspired to write this little story by two bloggers in particular, I have always wanted to write it because it had been floating around in my head for a little while.. Anyway, enough of this preamble, you all read and tell me what you think. I want questions....lots of them. Alright, laters, I am going to see if i can get loosen the grip this credit crunch has on me..



Being unfaithful.

'Tell me to stop, tell me' she whispered into my ear, I wanted to oblige but I could not, I needed this more than I cared to admit and she knew.
Her mouth teased me, she nibbled lightly on my bottom lip and I felt my resolve crumble. How could I be doing this, with her! Her mouth moved to my throat and at that moment, no excuse I could think of would do, this is something else I wanted. Hands, soft and insistent coaxed me out of my cocoon, she turned me over and stretched over me, her breasts on my back, her hands in mine, 'I have wanted you for so long' she said the words so softly I was not sure she said them at all.

I accepted my fate, I was a prisoner to my passions, she let go of my fingers and I braced myself for what was to come. Her mouth, so sweet, wet kisses on my back, soft moans filled the air, I do not know if they came from me or her, she pushed her leg in between mine, 'tell me to stop now' I ignored the request as I turned myself around, she now hovered over me, hooded eyes looking at me with intensity, I reached for her. I needed her mouth on my mine again, needed to know I did not imagine the pleasure that she could bring, she kissed me, little kisses she knew drove me mad, her hand teased my breasts, she had me as taut as a bow, her mouth, I had never known pleasure like this, I had encountered it in other forms but not like this, my nipples painfully erect, she kissed me again and I wrapped my legs around her.

Wanting to be completely at one with this sweetness, her fingers made the painfully slow journey down, stopping to caress my hips, 'please' the word fell from me but I was desperate for her touch, I needed her to do something to douse the flames she ignited, she stopped to look at me, my eyes barely open, then she found me, thoroughly soaked for her, she played with my sowllen clit and I thought I would die. She took her hand way and I cried out at the loss, 'shhh' and she began another kind of descent, I knew this, her mouth has promised what she would do, I found it so hard to breathe, afraid I would die from this want need.

She stopped at my knees, looked up at me as parted my thighs, she smiled but I could not, I anticipated, that mouth, again, kissing her way up slowly, until, she parted me and I opened my legs wider, her tongue probing, her mouth kissing, I thought I would explode, her mouth found my clitoris, I grabbed her hair, my back arched as I thrust into her, she wanted to take her time, she brought me to the edge only to pull back, 'how do I explain this, where do I start?', those words crossed my mind as her fingers entered me, two, then three. She thrust into me slowly at first, then she increased her pace, I knew, like she did, I was close, her mouth enveloped my clit, she flicked her tongue over it and I shuddered as the spasms washed over me, my hands buried in hair.

She kept her mouth on me until my limbs went limp, shallow breaths pouring from me. My eyes still closed, she kissed me and I could taste myself on her, I could not move, my heart rate slowed to a pace I could bear. I looked at her, afraid to break the spell, 'what will you tell him' she asks, 'I don't know' I did not feel like myself, I felt exposed, parts that were dormant now hummed with pleasure newly discovered. I willed myself off her bed, she rolled onto her side to watch me dress, her head resting in her hand, 'don't feel too bad, I wanted it too' I let out a short burst of laughter, 'believe me, that is not the problem. it is what to do now I have had this, I am not a cheat, I do not do it, and now, I am covered in you, us' her eyes clouded over as I spoke, I ignored the look and went about searching for my left shoe. I said my 'goodbye' barely able to look at her.

I wanted the rest of the day to decide what to say, I roamed the city streets, looking at women, wondering if the attraction was about her or much more...... I felt nothing for all these women, their face, bodies, did not stir anything within. She has answered one question I did not know I had but she left me with so many more. I eventually made my way home and he was there, where I knew he'd be. I wanted to tell him I was sorry for causing him to worry, but he stood up pulled me to him, he sighed in relief. I hugged him back, desperately needing to chase the guilt away.

26 comments:

Rose said...

Undoubtedly,you are good...
I admire your confidence...it seeps through this marvelous work....
My first instinct was to ask if it was a story...as i was lost in each paragraph...
Good Job Dear...
I admire poets,authors,who seem to work wonders with their imagination..I could never manage fiction...
Well done....

Tinu said...

She should just tell him!cos she is cheating!!
u write really well!!
enjoyed reading

blogoratti said...

All put together nicely..is the story all about you, or just fiction?

BSNC said...

yea you really write well. nice read

juiceegal said...

Very nicely written.....i love ur imagination
but wait,what wld u do if ur boifrnd ws cheatin on u wit anoda guy????

L-VII said...

This is first time writing something like this, so I thank you all for reading, I was not entirely sure about it.

@Rose, Thank you, I do hope I get better.

@Tinu, lol, I am not sure she should, not a big fan of heart break.

@Blogoratti, what do you think?

@BSNC, thank you again, you always come through.

@Juiceegal, lol, that's a situation one won't know about 'till it happens.

MissLove said...

haaa this is deep oh chimmo!!! there is trouble!!

My World said...

Ok,if this aint real,be sure i am giving you an award..
nicely done.

ablackjamesbond said...

Dont envy the character in ur story. She is not in a good place. How does one deal with that?

Miss Lowlah said...

I have to know. Fact of fiction? Either way you expressed each emotion, feeling, movement perfectly.

I really enjoyed this, more more!

L-VII said...

@blackjamesbond - you are right, how does one deal with that.

@Miss Lowlah - Lol, what do you think?

Miss Lowlah said...

I don't know, anything is possible this centuray sha. I love the blog layout.

L-VII said...

@all, this story is fiction inspired by real events.

Thanks for reading.

L.

seye said...

inspired by what reality

L-VII said...

@Seye, lol.... come on now, it's all there.

CultureCynic said...

jaw dropping on the flooor....U RRRR such a VIVID writer....the delivery and description is whoa!!! whether this is real or fiction is not even important to me....U CAN WRITE !!! am sure u already know that!!! u kno what is amazing is how you actually refered to this as cheating often times, the lines become a bit blured when such "experiments" are simply brushed off as mere curiosity and nothing more...but u took it there and called it!!!

L-VII said...

@culturecynic, I am trying to take my writing serioulsy.. yes, it is cheating, I think gender is irrelevant, once you step outta any relationship to sleep with or kiss someone else, it is cheating. I am old fashioned like that.

Thank you for reading.

tis all about me said...

omg, that was amazing.
are you going to give Roc a run for his money? lol

great job

RocNaija said...

Fiction inspired by reality..

Fact + Fiction = Faction..

Good job.. beautiful use of words and imagination.

RocNaija said...

PS.. Just noticed my link on your blogroll isn't working..

Try this instead..

http://www.rocnaija.com/feeds/posts/default

Should work a treat!

Thanks!!

L-VII said...

@'tis and Roc.... Thanks for reading, means a lot.

Buttercup said...

oh dang..and u said this was ur 1st time of writing such????

hmm..for her to have enjoyed it that much, shes most likely to go back for more and feel less attracted to her man..so she might as well break it up with him..

this was excellently written..

UnderCover07 said...

...Wow! Dang! Dat's sum good writing! Heavy stuff...but lyk sum1 said, I dnt envy d babe's position o! Bcos now she's nt sure if dis new found attraction is wat she's into 100% or not. Lord help her!

JoanPeck said...

I didn't know you are into writing Lesbian Erotica short stories. This will be great for magazines...
You should probably consider it. I like the read, it conveyed the vividness without being cloying or disgusting. Good job, girl!!!!

L-VII said...

@JoanPeck, I dunno that I'd call it 'erotica', it's just me tryna write about something that I was thinking about....lol.

Anonymous said...

Oh wow!!!!
* I know this feeling *