Sure Thing

'If you stamped harder, I'd cry only within the confines of my heart, yet it hurts, it hurt me deep'. I don't remember who said this but I heard it a long time ago.

As promised.

So, we talked, Tv and I that is. It was an interesting meeting and conversation.

So back to the matter at hand. I did some extreme self analysis last night. If this is it, I gotta make sure whatever I did that has got me feeling like this I do not do again. I thought about some of the things that I could have said but I felt the time was not right to say, I think a large part of how I function is being in control of my own emotions, I have always been that way, I do not see it changing in the near future.

This week has been terrible, I hope I do not have another like it ever again.

This was my attempt at auto-therapy. I just checked this little play count thingie, I've played this song 120 time today, that's slightly nuts


kitkat said...

wow..sorry girl. try to get over him. no guy sshld make u feel this down :/

Rayo said...

I know this place. Sade's 'King of Sorrow', one time. Another time, Leona Lewis' 'Happy'. Sound tracks for the pain. Mornings when I'd cry the memory away so I could face the new day. I got through it. I know you will, or have...